Incubus-Here in my room

This party is old and uninvitingParticipants all in black and white
You enter in fullblown technicolor
Nothing is the same after tonight
If the world would fall apart
In a fiction worthy wind
I wouldn't change a thing
Now that you're here
Yeah, love is a verb here in my room
Here in my room, here in my room
You enter and close the door behind you
Now show me the world as seen from the stars
If only the lights would dim a little
I'm weary of eyes upon my scars
Pink tractor beam into your incision
Head spinning as free as dervishs' whirl
I came here expecting next to nothing
So thank you for being that kind of girl
That kind of girl

Miss you

School is going great. I enjoy it alot. By the way it's stephen f. austin incase you didn't know. I miss you.. yes you know who you are. There's several of you actually. See you when I get home.

She's not a snoring big bertha!

Well let me tell you things are going quite well. My roommate doesn't snore, nor does she look like Big Bertha. She's very cute and very very nice. I will be attending my first class in 30 minutes. i am excited about my classes and so far I have figured out where everything is except one buliding but I will have to worry about that tomorrow. By the way, my roommate's name is Kaci and we both have pink everything. Also my ID card is way cute and the foods pretty darn good. Our room is the cutest ever. I am going to go to class now, talk to you later. When I get the laptop I will put pics on my website. Have a good day.

Texas Tech SUCKS!! love you ash.

My Roommate is going to be a snoring big bertha!

So I drove down to Nac with my mother today, we drove around the campus a bit, and I showed her the location of my dorm, which are like circular twin towers, good times. Check-in is at 10am. I will be figuring out which floor and room I am in and meeting the roommate. My mom has convinced me that she is going to be some crazy pyscho that snores incredibly loud. I can tolerate someone being untidy and even late semi-drunken nights, (no throwing up all over the dorm or I will just die... there's another thing I let pop into my head to worry about..) but friends, I simply cannot tolerate snoring. No way. Not a chance. If she makes any noises that sound anything at all like a lioness or possibly a fog horn, I am out. End of story. K so I am going to get my last good night of sleep for awhile before I move in with big bertha. I love you very much, give me a ring.. cell's still the same.

Cynical? yes very.

cynical? yes very. At the first compliment, I start to roll my eyes and build up that wall, is this normal? Am I not giving people a chance? I automatically assume they are bullshitting and are trying to get something from me, because, well frankly, that's how most of them were. I have become completely turned off by a "I can't wait to see you." or a "You look pretty." I dunno why I've become this way. Any comments?

My new year's date- small tidbit

Jack & Bobby is the saddest show I have ever seen.

New Years was fun.. I totally went on a date with a lawyer from work. That's all you get.